tabooooo...

in any relationships,
there are always things that should b avoided..
especially some old memories..
tat u once shared with those previous special ones..

i know us girls hate to know things bout those pasts..
things tat our guys once had with other girls..
things tat other girls can do better than us..
n we like to compare too..
i guess the kiasu-ness not just lies within singaporeans..
it lies within every girl too..
or in fact.. including the guys..

i know guys wont like to know much about those pasts too..
i know too, that wat is important is the future,
not the past..
but human beings are always sensitive..
or blame the low self esteem..

whatever it is,
from now on i need to stay focus..
target on things tat i wan,
throw away things tat i dun wan..
what she can do, or they can do,
im gona do it even better.
for im anything, but ordinary. =)






n im....








extremely kia-su....

homesick..

called up daddy just now..
i guess hes busy at work..
he asked me wats up..
n i said: nth, just wana hear ur voice.

n da whole morning i've been missing my didi.
n mommy =(

i wana go home.

=)

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

in da end it's still u,
who stay by my side,
b with me,
never abandon me,
n owex ter for me.
i heart u. so much.

m i greedy, not?

unofficial n official..
does status matter?
or it's the heart tat counts?

i <3 him

he says: u're owex my priority. =)

love

flied home for holidays.
two weeks.
n it ended just like that.
time flies,
n even faster when you feel happy.

i was quite sick during my 2nd week back home.
but i din hav any bits of regret for going back,
for i gained sth even more precious.

i spent time with my beloved frens.
i had quality time with my family, daddy mommy n didi..
n i even shared love with the man in my life =)

bie, sorry for havin doubts all these while..
sorry for not being strong throughout the journey,
n even tot of giving up n letting go..
sorry for hurting and disappointing u in the past..

the trip with you this time
makes me see things i never see before..
n feel you the way i never feel before..
now that i believe our love is strong..
i'll owex hold on n never wana let go.

i have faith in you,
i believe what we have will bring us through..
wait for me..
n i'll be back into your arms, again.

i love you. *muaks*