你我这样关系
也算一种默契
你不想聊的
我不会提
我不要给你有压力
只要你开心
偶尔一点小情绪
我自己抚平
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8 years ago
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
i wish to know
i smell sth fishy..
i sense sth different..
i dun feel the same from you again..
it's not like what we've done or said before..
is it fading away..
i sense sth different..
i dun feel the same from you again..
it's not like what we've done or said before..
is it fading away..
Sunday, December 6, 2009
...........
sorry..
i know i'm very hard to please..
distance is making our relationship even harder to survive..
i just hope tat we can make it through..
i know i'm very hard to please..
distance is making our relationship even harder to survive..
i just hope tat we can make it through..
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Speed writing exercise in class
Just some thoughts to be shared here. This piece of writting is taken from my weekly writing exercise in class. My lecturer Edwin will play a piece, or a few pieces of music and we have to write a piece of writing. No thinkings or talkings are allowed during that period of time. We are supposed to write about anything that comes to mind.
This week, we were asked to write about one of the sad moments in life. and this is what i've thought of. This is long, spare some time to read it, if you dun mind. I posted it here, because it is relevant to you people. People that i love. <3
Happy reading:
People experience different kinds of sad moments in lives, from the death of the closest ones, to the lose of education, being kicked out from school, not having enough to eat, etc.
Well for me, the most important thing is to know how to fall, and get up again. Not giving up your life is an important lesson to learn, yet, it always appears to be really difficult at times.
I guess one of my saddest moments was the few months after high-school. I have a gang of really close high school friends. I only get to know them when i moved to Kuala Lumpur from another state in Malaysia, that was when i was 16.
The time we spent together in high school was merely two years. It is definitely not a short period, but not too long either.
I remember vividly when we have all finished our final exam, and done with high school. During that period, due to some reasons, we seldom meet up again. Most of us were busy doing part-time jobs to fill up the three-month holidays before our result is released.
We were all too busy to keep in touch. And one night, i was sitting in my room alone, reading through the autograph book that i have, with writings and words from my fellow friends before we graduated from high school.
Reading through those words has caused so much pain as i feel like things were not the same anymore. I missed the moments we studied together, been to dancing classes, going to night market, wandering around at the basketball court, fooling with teachers and plenty of other memories. I feel that things have changed.
Then daddy walked into my room, seeing me crying. He asked why, and i told him what i felt. He said: "silly girl, people walk in and out. some might stay, some might not. You'll have to learn to let go." He hugged me in the arms, and gave me comfort.
What daddy said is true, but i'm glad that after the result is released, we've all stopped working and gone back to normal. We called each other out and have gatherings so often. Things have gone back to the beginning. We are close once again.
And it has been 4 years since we graduated from the high school. Eventhough i'm in Perth now, we still keep closely in touch. The day i left malaysia, i have all my closest ones at the airport to send me off. Once again it hurted me so much to have to leave my family and friends, but i know it's a process of growing up. Our friendship will always stay strong and that is my faith.
I'm really glad to have this group of friends, who give me comfort and shelter when i need them the most, to share my life's ups and downs throughout these 6 years. I am fully blessed and i hope we will all appreciate our friendship, and not giving up on each other under any circumstances.
Speaking about closeness, I'm really feeling it when i went back home for two weeks couples of months ago during the semester break. I always thought being outside, studying and living alone, is the best thing that could ever happen for me. I thought being independent is good, yet i ignore the fact of how much my family is needig me.
Going back this time i realise my importance. Dad and Mom have been missing me so much. And i got the return air-tickets as my birthday present for my 21st birthday. I guess they want to see me very much. This time, i spent lots of times with them. I drive my little bro to and back from school. I cooked for my family, watched television programmes with them, talked to them, etc. I might be a grown up now, but deep inside, i'm always still a little child to them. I love it when i get really close with my family, i feel like i'm the gem and always being well taken care of. Again, i know i'm deeply blessed for having such a lovely family. A father who is not strict at all and willing to share thoughts with me, a mother who is lovely with young and modern thinking, and most of all a brother who is ALREADY A GROWN UP but still lives like a baby.
I am a happy little girl, blessed with great family and friends. Some people might complain about their lives a lot. They are sad of the things that they don't have in life. For me, being happy is more than easy. "Appreciate" is all the it takes.
Learn to appreciate, and things will appear to be more beautiful. =) Try it.
This week, we were asked to write about one of the sad moments in life. and this is what i've thought of. This is long, spare some time to read it, if you dun mind. I posted it here, because it is relevant to you people. People that i love. <3
Happy reading:
People experience different kinds of sad moments in lives, from the death of the closest ones, to the lose of education, being kicked out from school, not having enough to eat, etc.
Well for me, the most important thing is to know how to fall, and get up again. Not giving up your life is an important lesson to learn, yet, it always appears to be really difficult at times.
I guess one of my saddest moments was the few months after high-school. I have a gang of really close high school friends. I only get to know them when i moved to Kuala Lumpur from another state in Malaysia, that was when i was 16.
The time we spent together in high school was merely two years. It is definitely not a short period, but not too long either.
I remember vividly when we have all finished our final exam, and done with high school. During that period, due to some reasons, we seldom meet up again. Most of us were busy doing part-time jobs to fill up the three-month holidays before our result is released.
We were all too busy to keep in touch. And one night, i was sitting in my room alone, reading through the autograph book that i have, with writings and words from my fellow friends before we graduated from high school.
Reading through those words has caused so much pain as i feel like things were not the same anymore. I missed the moments we studied together, been to dancing classes, going to night market, wandering around at the basketball court, fooling with teachers and plenty of other memories. I feel that things have changed.
Then daddy walked into my room, seeing me crying. He asked why, and i told him what i felt. He said: "silly girl, people walk in and out. some might stay, some might not. You'll have to learn to let go." He hugged me in the arms, and gave me comfort.
What daddy said is true, but i'm glad that after the result is released, we've all stopped working and gone back to normal. We called each other out and have gatherings so often. Things have gone back to the beginning. We are close once again.
And it has been 4 years since we graduated from the high school. Eventhough i'm in Perth now, we still keep closely in touch. The day i left malaysia, i have all my closest ones at the airport to send me off. Once again it hurted me so much to have to leave my family and friends, but i know it's a process of growing up. Our friendship will always stay strong and that is my faith.
I'm really glad to have this group of friends, who give me comfort and shelter when i need them the most, to share my life's ups and downs throughout these 6 years. I am fully blessed and i hope we will all appreciate our friendship, and not giving up on each other under any circumstances.
Speaking about closeness, I'm really feeling it when i went back home for two weeks couples of months ago during the semester break. I always thought being outside, studying and living alone, is the best thing that could ever happen for me. I thought being independent is good, yet i ignore the fact of how much my family is needig me.
Going back this time i realise my importance. Dad and Mom have been missing me so much. And i got the return air-tickets as my birthday present for my 21st birthday. I guess they want to see me very much. This time, i spent lots of times with them. I drive my little bro to and back from school. I cooked for my family, watched television programmes with them, talked to them, etc. I might be a grown up now, but deep inside, i'm always still a little child to them. I love it when i get really close with my family, i feel like i'm the gem and always being well taken care of. Again, i know i'm deeply blessed for having such a lovely family. A father who is not strict at all and willing to share thoughts with me, a mother who is lovely with young and modern thinking, and most of all a brother who is ALREADY A GROWN UP but still lives like a baby.
I am a happy little girl, blessed with great family and friends. Some people might complain about their lives a lot. They are sad of the things that they don't have in life. For me, being happy is more than easy. "Appreciate" is all the it takes.
Learn to appreciate, and things will appear to be more beautiful. =) Try it.
Friday, September 25, 2009
the new rules in the internet!
my lecturer showed me this in class today.
i think shud b interesting enuf to share. =)
How to Behave : The New Rules
(Wired magazine, August 09)
■If your call drops, call back
■Don’t Google-stalk before a first date
■Texting is OK while in the company of others
■Feel free to bittorrent
■Never broadcast your relationship status
■Don’t lie with your Facebook photo
■Balance your media diet
1hr gaming
1.25h social networking
0.75h microblogging
3.5h entertainment
2.5h news
■Online conversations are not all about you
■Friend your boss, but not your boss’ boss. Follow them both on Twitter.
■On Facebook, ignore your Ex.
■Ditch the headset.
■Choose the right ringtone
■Don’t BLOG or Tweet anything that has more than half a million hits.
■Delete unwanted posts from your Facebook wall.
■Meet online friends in the real world (Beware : it will be weird)
■Leave your Wi-fi open.*
■Seek out your co-workers on Facebook
■Be mindful of your personal space
■There’s no such thing as too many friends
■You can reinvent yourself online
■Don’t hesitate to haggle on Craigslist.*
■Don’t work all the time – you’ll live to regret it
■Never unfollow someone just because they unfollowed you
*mainly USA.
i think shud b interesting enuf to share. =)
How to Behave : The New Rules
(Wired magazine, August 09)
■If your call drops, call back
■Don’t Google-stalk before a first date
■Texting is OK while in the company of others
■Feel free to bittorrent
■Never broadcast your relationship status
■Don’t lie with your Facebook photo
■Balance your media diet
1hr gaming
1.25h social networking
0.75h microblogging
3.5h entertainment
2.5h news
■Online conversations are not all about you
■Friend your boss, but not your boss’ boss. Follow them both on Twitter.
■On Facebook, ignore your Ex.
■Ditch the headset.
■Choose the right ringtone
■Don’t BLOG or Tweet anything that has more than half a million hits.
■Delete unwanted posts from your Facebook wall.
■Meet online friends in the real world (Beware : it will be weird)
■Leave your Wi-fi open.*
■Seek out your co-workers on Facebook
■Be mindful of your personal space
■There’s no such thing as too many friends
■You can reinvent yourself online
■Don’t hesitate to haggle on Craigslist.*
■Don’t work all the time – you’ll live to regret it
■Never unfollow someone just because they unfollowed you
*mainly USA.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
im the hardest girl to please.
to b the man of my life is not easy.
but he does it really well. =)
thanks bie!
but he does it really well. =)
thanks bie!
Monday, September 14, 2009
童话
以前自以为找到的幸福，
结果是笑话。。。
这次自以为找到的幸福，
我希望是童话。。。
人很善变，
现在说很喜欢你，
过些日子可能就把你给忘了。。
爱情不可靠，
但我仍想深深的再相信一次，
往日的罗曼史，
败了，伤了，痛了，也该忘了。。
我只想珍惜现在，
现在眼前的你，
我认为可以给我幸福的你，
给我童话的你，让我靠，让我依赖的你。。 =）
结果是笑话。。。
这次自以为找到的幸福，
我希望是童话。。。
人很善变，
现在说很喜欢你，
过些日子可能就把你给忘了。。
爱情不可靠，
但我仍想深深的再相信一次，
往日的罗曼史，
败了，伤了，痛了，也该忘了。。
我只想珍惜现在，
现在眼前的你，
我认为可以给我幸福的你，
给我童话的你，让我靠，让我依赖的你。。 =）
Monday, September 7, 2009
nothing's gonna change my love for you
dearie, this is dedicated to you.
somehow i find the lyrics really encouraging,
n i feel like it's writing bout us. =)
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You:
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
somehow i find the lyrics really encouraging,
n i feel like it's writing bout us. =)
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You:
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Sunday, August 30, 2009
tabooooo...
in any relationships,
there are always things that should b avoided..
especially some old memories..
tat u once shared with those previous special ones..
i know us girls hate to know things bout those pasts..
things tat our guys once had with other girls..
things tat other girls can do better than us..
n we like to compare too..
i guess the kiasu-ness not just lies within singaporeans..
it lies within every girl too..
or in fact.. including the guys..
i know guys wont like to know much about those pasts too..
i know too, that wat is important is the future,
not the past..
but human beings are always sensitive..
or blame the low self esteem..
whatever it is,
from now on i need to stay focus..
target on things tat i wan,
throw away things tat i dun wan..
what she can do, or they can do,
im gona do it even better.
for im anything, but ordinary. =)
n im....
extremely kia-su....
there are always things that should b avoided..
especially some old memories..
tat u once shared with those previous special ones..
i know us girls hate to know things bout those pasts..
things tat our guys once had with other girls..
things tat other girls can do better than us..
n we like to compare too..
i guess the kiasu-ness not just lies within singaporeans..
it lies within every girl too..
or in fact.. including the guys..
i know guys wont like to know much about those pasts too..
i know too, that wat is important is the future,
not the past..
but human beings are always sensitive..
or blame the low self esteem..
whatever it is,
from now on i need to stay focus..
target on things tat i wan,
throw away things tat i dun wan..
what she can do, or they can do,
im gona do it even better.
for im anything, but ordinary. =)
n im....
extremely kia-su....
Thursday, August 13, 2009
homesick..
called up daddy just now..
i guess hes busy at work..
he asked me wats up..
n i said: nth, just wana hear ur voice.
n da whole morning i've been missing my didi.
n mommy =(
i wana go home.
i guess hes busy at work..
he asked me wats up..
n i said: nth, just wana hear ur voice.
n da whole morning i've been missing my didi.
n mommy =(
i wana go home.
Monday, August 10, 2009
=)
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔
in da end it's still u,
who stay by my side,
b with me,
never abandon me,
n owex ter for me.
i heart u. so much.
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔
in da end it's still u,
who stay by my side,
b with me,
never abandon me,
n owex ter for me.
i heart u. so much.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
love
flied home for holidays.
two weeks.
n it ended just like that.
time flies,
n even faster when you feel happy.
i was quite sick during my 2nd week back home.
but i din hav any bits of regret for going back,
for i gained sth even more precious.
i spent time with my beloved frens.
i had quality time with my family, daddy mommy n didi..
n i even shared love with the man in my life =)
bie, sorry for havin doubts all these while..
sorry for not being strong throughout the journey,
n even tot of giving up n letting go..
sorry for hurting and disappointing u in the past..
the trip with you this time
makes me see things i never see before..
n feel you the way i never feel before..
now that i believe our love is strong..
i'll owex hold on n never wana let go.
i have faith in you,
i believe what we have will bring us through..
wait for me..
n i'll be back into your arms, again.
i love you. *muaks*
two weeks.
n it ended just like that.
time flies,
n even faster when you feel happy.
i was quite sick during my 2nd week back home.
but i din hav any bits of regret for going back,
for i gained sth even more precious.
i spent time with my beloved frens.
i had quality time with my family, daddy mommy n didi..
n i even shared love with the man in my life =)
bie, sorry for havin doubts all these while..
sorry for not being strong throughout the journey,
n even tot of giving up n letting go..
sorry for hurting and disappointing u in the past..
the trip with you this time
makes me see things i never see before..
n feel you the way i never feel before..
now that i believe our love is strong..
i'll owex hold on n never wana let go.
i have faith in you,
i believe what we have will bring us through..
wait for me..
n i'll be back into your arms, again.
i love you. *muaks*
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
童话
小时候看童话故事
都觉得公主们很幸福。。
有王子的爱和呵护
羡慕童话故事里的生活，
像个白痴一样
以为总有一天，我也会有我的童话。
才刚发现，爱情，
不是我爱你，你爱我，
也不是你疼我我疼你就可以了。
里边还有包容，信任，宽容，忍耐，等。
还要沟通，
还有彼此差天差地的价值观，信仰，想法，等。
会不会在一起越久，
彼此的差距就越大？
所以才会像名言里所说的:
因了解而分开。
曾经以为再也不会爱上谁，
却还是遇见了触动心房的你。
但曾经的痛，我没忘记。
对于爱情，还是有着那份怀疑和胆怯。。
我害怕。真的怕。
害怕失去，害怕争吵，害怕伤害。。
从不怕事的我，变成这怕那怕。。
commitment，
当时你说不想要的东西。
我紧紧记住。
或许当时没有这样的压力，
跟你一起，很轻松。
你给的快乐，是最大的快乐。
慢慢的，压力来了。
拼命告诉自己不可能的，
也不想要这么快，
以为会失去的，不会是我的，
但无形中，变成是可以选择要还是不要的了。
我喜欢你，但是我更爱你。
只是迟迟做不出决定，
尤其是当发现种种种种过后，
我有我的恐惧。。。
如果明知道结局是失去。。。
会不会因为害怕失去的痛苦，
而选择停止付出。。。
都觉得公主们很幸福。。
有王子的爱和呵护
羡慕童话故事里的生活，
像个白痴一样
以为总有一天，我也会有我的童话。
才刚发现，爱情，
不是我爱你，你爱我，
也不是你疼我我疼你就可以了。
里边还有包容，信任，宽容，忍耐，等。
还要沟通，
还有彼此差天差地的价值观，信仰，想法，等。
会不会在一起越久，
彼此的差距就越大？
所以才会像名言里所说的:
因了解而分开。
曾经以为再也不会爱上谁，
却还是遇见了触动心房的你。
但曾经的痛，我没忘记。
对于爱情，还是有着那份怀疑和胆怯。。
我害怕。真的怕。
害怕失去，害怕争吵，害怕伤害。。
从不怕事的我，变成这怕那怕。。
commitment，
当时你说不想要的东西。
我紧紧记住。
或许当时没有这样的压力，
跟你一起，很轻松。
你给的快乐，是最大的快乐。
慢慢的，压力来了。
拼命告诉自己不可能的，
也不想要这么快，
以为会失去的，不会是我的，
但无形中，变成是可以选择要还是不要的了。
我喜欢你，但是我更爱你。
只是迟迟做不出决定，
尤其是当发现种种种种过后，
我有我的恐惧。。。
如果明知道结局是失去。。。
会不会因为害怕失去的痛苦，
而选择停止付出。。。
Monday, June 22, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
友。忆。
读了冷气机永辉的部落格。。。
那个偏执的少年。。
想起了我们的当年。。
我想大家都很怀念从前吧？
学手语唱歌的日子，跳挫冰舞的日子，
一起为华文学会奔波的日子，
为学业为spm拼命的日子。。。
我们的过去，为我们的友谊狠狠地上了美丽的色彩。。
我想念你们，
陪我走过人生起起落落的你们。。
没有了你们，也不会有今天的我。
我想念它们，
那些我努力的，懒惰的，小心的，大意的，走过的路，
那些我们回不去的从前。。
是不是曾经拥有过的太美好，
才会有这么强烈的对比，
才会显得现在这么失落。。。
我呼吸着回忆里的甜蜜，
在这个不真实的世界里。。
并不是这里不好，
只是比起有你们的日子，
我在这里沉沦在不知不觉的寂寞里。。。
美君，快来救我=）
把jiak sai, jiao jiao n jamban的心一起带来=）
那个偏执的少年。。
想起了我们的当年。。
我想大家都很怀念从前吧？
学手语唱歌的日子，跳挫冰舞的日子，
一起为华文学会奔波的日子，
为学业为spm拼命的日子。。。
我们的过去，为我们的友谊狠狠地上了美丽的色彩。。
我想念你们，
陪我走过人生起起落落的你们。。
没有了你们，也不会有今天的我。
我想念它们，
那些我努力的，懒惰的，小心的，大意的，走过的路，
那些我们回不去的从前。。
是不是曾经拥有过的太美好，
才会有这么强烈的对比，
才会显得现在这么失落。。。
我呼吸着回忆里的甜蜜，
在这个不真实的世界里。。
并不是这里不好，
只是比起有你们的日子，
我在这里沉沦在不知不觉的寂寞里。。。
美君，快来救我=）
把jiak sai, jiao jiao n jamban的心一起带来=）
Monday, June 15, 2009
爱情
爱来的时候
是真的
爱走的时候
也是真的
被你伤害的人
还真实的存在
你却在生活中
伤害你身边的人
真实的爱情
结束在真实的欺骗
在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
又失去了真实的爱情
有谁会理解如此真实的伤害？
有谁会理解当初真实的爱情？
爱情如此脆弱
你内心深处
要的到底是什么？
爱的又是谁？
要用真心
也要用良心。。。
不然也就只是脆弱的爱情。。。
是真的
爱走的时候
也是真的
被你伤害的人
还真实的存在
你却在生活中
伤害你身边的人
真实的爱情
结束在真实的欺骗
在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
又失去了真实的爱情
有谁会理解如此真实的伤害？
有谁会理解当初真实的爱情？
爱情如此脆弱
你内心深处
要的到底是什么？
爱的又是谁？
要用真心
也要用良心。。。
不然也就只是脆弱的爱情。。。
Friday, June 5, 2009
dear...
kevin bie..
im sorry bout my attitude just now..
i know my temper is bad..
n im owex mad at u..
blame things on u..
sorry..
n thanks for ur patience..
love n care..
everythg tat u've given me..
thanks =)
love,
baby
im sorry bout my attitude just now..
i know my temper is bad..
n im owex mad at u..
blame things on u..
sorry..
n thanks for ur patience..
love n care..
everythg tat u've given me..
thanks =)
love,
baby
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
for my auntie tweety~
my dearie auntie tweety complaint tat i din mention bout her in my blog..
nah, now ur name appears d..
even as the title of this post..
HAPPY ENOUGH?!??!??! LOL!!!
i got miss u hor!!!
just tat u went disappear for so long!!!
never call me pun~
at least i called u TWICE!!
boh sim lar u~~
got william then boh hiu me liao.. =(
nah, now ur name appears d..
even as the title of this post..
HAPPY ENOUGH?!??!??! LOL!!!
i got miss u hor!!!
just tat u went disappear for so long!!!
never call me pun~
at least i called u TWICE!!
boh sim lar u~~
got william then boh hiu me liao.. =(
Thursday, May 28, 2009
休息是为了走更长的路
from kwan kwan's blog =P
things to do:
- Delete contacts of ur ex from your msn, facebuk, hp or anything at all to prevent urself from finding him/her again during ur weakest time.
- throw away bras with even the slightest flaw (for bra's r women's weapons)
- diet is for the sake of wonderful life. if diet sacrifices any joy or pleasure in life, then y not just give up~
- for all da food tat you eat/swallow, be firm not to spit them out again. therefore, before savouring/tasting, think twice. relationship/love applies the same theory.
- believe in love and the existence of that Mr. or Ms. RIght. But before that, dun refuse to share ur life with Mr. or Ms. Wrong too.
- Inner beauty is important, but never neglect ur appearance.
- take a count to 30 when u'r full with anger.
- before contributing to any girls/guys, think if he/she will be treating u da same.
- take a nap in da noon if concentration is no longer ter. take a break if u'r at da lowest point of ur life.
- if a decision cant b made, then let time decides it. if time cant solve da probs, then y not just step in n do it. makin da wrong decisions or doin mistakes is better than havin regrets at da later stage.
things to do:
- Delete contacts of ur ex from your msn, facebuk, hp or anything at all to prevent urself from finding him/her again during ur weakest time.
- throw away bras with even the slightest flaw (for bra's r women's weapons)
- diet is for the sake of wonderful life. if diet sacrifices any joy or pleasure in life, then y not just give up~
- for all da food tat you eat/swallow, be firm not to spit them out again. therefore, before savouring/tasting, think twice. relationship/love applies the same theory.
- believe in love and the existence of that Mr. or Ms. RIght. But before that, dun refuse to share ur life with Mr. or Ms. Wrong too.
- Inner beauty is important, but never neglect ur appearance.
- take a count to 30 when u'r full with anger.
- before contributing to any girls/guys, think if he/she will be treating u da same.
- take a nap in da noon if concentration is no longer ter. take a break if u'r at da lowest point of ur life.
- if a decision cant b made, then let time decides it. if time cant solve da probs, then y not just step in n do it. makin da wrong decisions or doin mistakes is better than havin regrets at da later stage.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
XD siao..
Dj'ac babe says:
eh
tell u eh
i love kevin =)
haha
gudnite
-shi- says:
hahaha
u love perfume or him?
XD
good night~
Dj'ac babe says:
mm.. him XD
-shi- says:
lol
see, sumtimes my life is not just about perfume.
it's bout kevin too. =P
eh
tell u eh
i love kevin =)
haha
gudnite
-shi- says:
hahaha
u love perfume or him?
XD
good night~
Dj'ac babe says:
mm.. him XD
-shi- says:
lol
see, sumtimes my life is not just about perfume.
it's bout kevin too. =P
Friday, May 22, 2009
moment of truth
it took so long for both of us
to realise da flower of love blossoms since so long ago..
if only we cud b honest and voice out our thoughts,
if only we were brave enough to shout out our minds..
we cud hav been sharing so much in life now..
if only u held up my hand,
n never let go,
since da very beginning..
when we first met.
dearie,
im glad tat ur owex ter with me, n for me.
im glad tat through ups n downs,
ur ter to hold me on.
heart u so much. n i love u so much. =)
*lovely 5Js, i love u all too, dun b jeles k* XD
to realise da flower of love blossoms since so long ago..
if only we cud b honest and voice out our thoughts,
if only we were brave enough to shout out our minds..
we cud hav been sharing so much in life now..
if only u held up my hand,
n never let go,
since da very beginning..
when we first met.
dearie,
im glad tat ur owex ter with me, n for me.
im glad tat through ups n downs,
ur ter to hold me on.
heart u so much. n i love u so much. =)
*lovely 5Js, i love u all too, dun b jeles k* XD
Thursday, May 21, 2009
i miss, being purely, happy.
wats holdin me on now
cud b tat lil bit of faith i still hav in myself..
guess i nid to kip myself occupied, owex,
to kip nasty thoughts away..
cud b tat lil bit of faith i still hav in myself..
guess i nid to kip myself occupied, owex,
to kip nasty thoughts away..
Sunday, May 17, 2009
^^
he said in his blog:
thank you Baby, and I love you.
17.05.2009
9.25PM - Bie i love you, u needa learn to take good care alrite … so tat u can take care of me too and not making me worry.
n so i reply in my blog:
*okie, wil learn to grow up n take good care of myself* =)
thank you Baby, and I love you.
17.05.2009
9.25PM - Bie i love you, u needa learn to take good care alrite … so tat u can take care of me too and not making me worry.
n so i reply in my blog:
*okie, wil learn to grow up n take good care of myself* =)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
相爱很难
可惜我不智或侥幸
对火花天生敏感
不过两只手拉得太紧
爱到过了界那对爱人
同时亦最易变成一对敌人
也许相爱很难
就难在其实双方各有各寄望
怎么办
要单恋都难
受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还
也许不爱不难
但如未成佛升仙也会怕
爱情前途黯淡
爱不爱都难
未快乐先有责任给予对方面露欢颜
得到浪漫又要有空间
得到定局却怕去到终站
然后付出多得到少不介意豁达
又担心有人看不过眼
对火花天生敏感
不过两只手拉得太紧
爱到过了界那对爱人
同时亦最易变成一对敌人
也许相爱很难
就难在其实双方各有各寄望
怎么办
要单恋都难
受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还
也许不爱不难
但如未成佛升仙也会怕
爱情前途黯淡
爱不爱都难
未快乐先有责任给予对方面露欢颜
得到浪漫又要有空间
得到定局却怕去到终站
然后付出多得到少不介意豁达
又担心有人看不过眼
m i not clear..
da ring shines still,
like the stars in da month of may.
bright, n lovely.
our distance,
lies within da 2 timezones on da watch,
4162km, tats how far we'r being apart.
moments of truth,
times tat we've been through.
in da name of appreciation
n love,
it's how much i treasure you.
for you hav shown me,
wonders of da world.
like the stars in da month of may.
bright, n lovely.
our distance,
lies within da 2 timezones on da watch,
4162km, tats how far we'r being apart.
moments of truth,
times tat we've been through.
in da name of appreciation
n love,
it's how much i treasure you.
for you hav shown me,
wonders of da world.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
happy mothers' day~
thanks zy for helpin me to buy da cake..
thanks kwan n fuei for deliverin da cake to my house..
thanks for handin the mother days' cake for my mom..
n the bday cake for my beloved didi~
happy mothers' day~
love mommy so much =)
miss home so much =(
thanks kwan n fuei for deliverin da cake to my house..
thanks for handin the mother days' cake for my mom..
n the bday cake for my beloved didi~
happy mothers' day~
love mommy so much =)
miss home so much =(
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
missing home~
i was sitting in front of lappie..
lazyin around, until i saw these 2 pics..
n tears flow again..
i miss home..
i miss daddy mommy n didi =(
天长地久
有没有一双手，握著了便不轻易放手
有没有一个肩膀，可以倚靠一辈子都有安全感
有没有一场拥抱，紧紧的让两个人再也不分开
有没有一段感情，深深刻在心里一辈子不会忘记
有没有一个人，是你用尽了一生力气还舍不得将他遗忘
天长地久，有多久.............
有没有一个肩膀，可以倚靠一辈子都有安全感
有没有一场拥抱，紧紧的让两个人再也不分开
有没有一段感情，深深刻在心里一辈子不会忘记
有没有一个人，是你用尽了一生力气还舍不得将他遗忘
天长地久，有多久.............
Sunday, May 3, 2009
..........
i dun like to see things i dun wana c...
but y do i owex navigate to those pages n
keeeep lookin at those damn things.. =(
but y do i owex navigate to those pages n
keeeep lookin at those damn things.. =(
Monday, April 27, 2009
untitled
been thinkin..
if i reli mean so much to u..
n if i reli love u tat much too..
wonderin if we r meant to b..
or we r not..
i know u've been tryin hard to please me..
n bear with all my childishness..
i know to stand with my terrible attitude n emotions r hard..
i know it all..
or mayb im just tat greedy..
i nid more love...
i cant feel u at times..
perhaps, it's bout the 4162km distance..
a-g-a-i-n..
if i reli mean so much to u..
n if i reli love u tat much too..
wonderin if we r meant to b..
or we r not..
i know u've been tryin hard to please me..
n bear with all my childishness..
i know to stand with my terrible attitude n emotions r hard..
i know it all..
or mayb im just tat greedy..
i nid more love...
i cant feel u at times..
perhaps, it's bout the 4162km distance..
a-g-a-i-n..
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Darlings~
i remembered some time in year 2006..
i was reading my form5 autograph book in my room..
tears flow as i went thru one by one,
each of the messages tat frens wrote for me..
memories tat we had, those sweet times..
so much pain tat i felt when i tot our frenships changed..
dad came in da room seein me cryin..
sat down at my bed side n asked bout da matter of me cry..
i said i miss da times i used to had in form4 form5..
dad wiped away my tears n said:
dun b silly, frenships seldom lasts..
frens owex go in n out of ur lives..
tats part of ur growing up process..
as time goes by, u will meet different frens..
deep inside i know, n i think it is same for my gals n boys..
we all appreciate wat we used to hav, our frenships..
moments of truths hav been shared,
our tears n laughters, ups n downs..
it's year 2009 now..
few years hav gone by..
n i remembered da few days before i left kL,
i was tokin to mom about my frens again..
she said shes reli glad n touched tat i met such frens..
genuine frens..
frens who r so willing to sacrifice for each other..
n mom cried on da day i left,
part of da reasons i know it's not becoz of me..
but seeing da frenship tat i had with u all..
my darlings..
if u look around properly..
i guess not everyone can feel wat we feel..
see wat we see in each other..
we've been thru so much..
n in da end, we'r still so used to being dependant on each other..
to my J darlings..
remember how we used to dream bout our future?
bout not gettin married n stayed together in our 'gu po wu'?
even if tats just a silly dream,
i believe we all hope our lives still hav each other,
even if years go by..
n to my other darlings, gals n boys..
i appreciate havin u all in my life,
to lift me up when im down..
to b by my side to share my journey of life..
ter r times when i've not been a reli good fren..
but no matter wat,
i hope n wish tat our frenship lasts till da end..
i heart u all, n i appreciate u all..
miss u ppl heaps..
BTW!!! I FORGOT TO BRING MY AUTOGRAPH BOOK HERE!!!!!! =(
luckily i still hav my huge farewell card. thanks zy.
n da rest dat signed on it =)
with lots of love <3,
baby jac, tata =)
i was reading my form5 autograph book in my room..
tears flow as i went thru one by one,
each of the messages tat frens wrote for me..
memories tat we had, those sweet times..
so much pain tat i felt when i tot our frenships changed..
dad came in da room seein me cryin..
sat down at my bed side n asked bout da matter of me cry..
i said i miss da times i used to had in form4 form5..
dad wiped away my tears n said:
dun b silly, frenships seldom lasts..
frens owex go in n out of ur lives..
tats part of ur growing up process..
as time goes by, u will meet different frens..
deep inside i know, n i think it is same for my gals n boys..
we all appreciate wat we used to hav, our frenships..
moments of truths hav been shared,
our tears n laughters, ups n downs..
it's year 2009 now..
few years hav gone by..
n i remembered da few days before i left kL,
i was tokin to mom about my frens again..
she said shes reli glad n touched tat i met such frens..
genuine frens..
frens who r so willing to sacrifice for each other..
n mom cried on da day i left,
part of da reasons i know it's not becoz of me..
but seeing da frenship tat i had with u all..
my darlings..
if u look around properly..
i guess not everyone can feel wat we feel..
see wat we see in each other..
we've been thru so much..
n in da end, we'r still so used to being dependant on each other..
to my J darlings..
remember how we used to dream bout our future?
bout not gettin married n stayed together in our 'gu po wu'?
even if tats just a silly dream,
i believe we all hope our lives still hav each other,
even if years go by..
n to my other darlings, gals n boys..
i appreciate havin u all in my life,
to lift me up when im down..
to b by my side to share my journey of life..
ter r times when i've not been a reli good fren..
but no matter wat,
i hope n wish tat our frenship lasts till da end..
i heart u all, n i appreciate u all..
miss u ppl heaps..
BTW!!! I FORGOT TO BRING MY AUTOGRAPH BOOK HERE!!!!!! =(
luckily i still hav my huge farewell card. thanks zy.
n da rest dat signed on it =)
with lots of love <3,
baby jac, tata =)
Friday, April 3, 2009
说好的幸福
i feel sth stabbin on me as i read thru ur blog..
n from ter flashbacks go thru my mind again n again..
it has been quite some time
since da day we got closer to each other.
5th of Sept, when i began to feel, loved.
ter was a time when i felt i've found my destiny.
da person who cud b willing to share with me
every moment in my journey of life.
i like da way u owex put a smile on me.
n da way u taught me so many things.
at da same time makin me feel so small,
n make me feel da urge to learn.
n also, da way u owex guide me thru ups n downs.
i do remember da dreams tat we've talked about.
n some promises tat we've made.
i do remember too, our direction in life.
wonder if it's da 4162km tat brings all da changes.
or is it becoz since da beginnin,
im not standing on a solid ground.
there r moments when i got so confused myself
whether wat i've seen, heard n felt r for real..
or r those my own illusions n dreams..
talked to my girl da other day,
she told me tat to b separated now
doesnt mean in da later stage of life we wont meet up again.
perhaps its true.
walkin on a different path with u now,
doesnt mean our paths wont cross again..
perhaps i've chosen a path tat walks away from u..
i've no clue wat leads to dat decision.
perhaps now i just wana let go of everythin
n see da world in a different way..
perhaps, too many perhaps..
but this is life.
whereby we get to gain n lose throughout the whole process.
n from ter, we learn.
im sorry for wat i've done to u.
n im truly thankful tat God sent u to light up my path.
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里。
水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里...
n from ter flashbacks go thru my mind again n again..
it has been quite some time
since da day we got closer to each other.
5th of Sept, when i began to feel, loved.
ter was a time when i felt i've found my destiny.
da person who cud b willing to share with me
every moment in my journey of life.
i like da way u owex put a smile on me.
n da way u taught me so many things.
at da same time makin me feel so small,
n make me feel da urge to learn.
n also, da way u owex guide me thru ups n downs.
i do remember da dreams tat we've talked about.
n some promises tat we've made.
i do remember too, our direction in life.
wonder if it's da 4162km tat brings all da changes.
or is it becoz since da beginnin,
im not standing on a solid ground.
there r moments when i got so confused myself
whether wat i've seen, heard n felt r for real..
or r those my own illusions n dreams..
talked to my girl da other day,
she told me tat to b separated now
doesnt mean in da later stage of life we wont meet up again.
perhaps its true.
walkin on a different path with u now,
doesnt mean our paths wont cross again..
perhaps i've chosen a path tat walks away from u..
i've no clue wat leads to dat decision.
perhaps now i just wana let go of everythin
n see da world in a different way..
perhaps, too many perhaps..
but this is life.
whereby we get to gain n lose throughout the whole process.
n from ter, we learn.
im sorry for wat i've done to u.
n im truly thankful tat God sent u to light up my path.
我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里。
水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里...
Sunday, March 29, 2009
想回到过去。。。
很久没写华语了。。
想念当年爱用华语表达自己的我。。
总觉得华语很适合用来抒发情感，
能够很贴近内心的感觉。。。
最近朋友都好像不怎么开心。。。
当然也包括我在内。。
很郁闷，很多时候只喜欢静静坐着发呆，
然后吃巧克力，所以肥了那么多！！！
星期五晚上帮朋友庆祝生日，去唱k。。。
又想起在KL跟宝贝们唱的日子，很怀念。。。
昨晚另一个朋友生日，去了clubbing..
发现原来我真的喜欢clubbing的感觉。。。
只需要沉醉在音乐和酒里，什么都不必想。。。
尝试了抽烟，虽然不是很喜欢。。。
希望不会再有下一次。。。
感觉自己很颓废。。。
好想回到从前。。。
想念当年爱用华语表达自己的我。。
总觉得华语很适合用来抒发情感，
能够很贴近内心的感觉。。。
最近朋友都好像不怎么开心。。。
当然也包括我在内。。
很郁闷，很多时候只喜欢静静坐着发呆，
然后吃巧克力，所以肥了那么多！！！
星期五晚上帮朋友庆祝生日，去唱k。。。
又想起在KL跟宝贝们唱的日子，很怀念。。。
昨晚另一个朋友生日，去了clubbing..
发现原来我真的喜欢clubbing的感觉。。。
只需要沉醉在音乐和酒里，什么都不必想。。。
尝试了抽烟，虽然不是很喜欢。。。
希望不会再有下一次。。。
感觉自己很颓废。。。
好想回到从前。。。
Sunday, March 22, 2009
=.=
emergency announcement.
jacinta gained 5 freaking kg within a month in perth.
so ridiculous. time to cut down on my food intake. =(
jacinta gained 5 freaking kg within a month in perth.
so ridiculous. time to cut down on my food intake. =(
Thursday, March 19, 2009
100 truths- kwan kwan tagged me...
100 truths.
Personal.
001. Real Name: Jacinta
002. Nickname(s): baby jac, tata
003. Age: turnin 21 soon...
004. Horoscope: gemini
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Methodist
007. Middle School: Methodist
008. High School: Methodist / smkbbsp
009. College School: Limkokwing / curtin..
010. Hair colour: Dark brown
011. Long or Short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: usually loud
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans skirt...
014. Phone or Camera: camera phone XD
015. Health Freak: definitely not..
016. Drink or Smoke: drink..
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: 8
020. Tattoo: coming soon XD
021. Social or Anti-Social : usually social
Firsts.
022. First piercing: Standard 6
023. First relationship: Form 1
024. First Best Friend: catherine Yek
025. First Award: kindi singin competition XD
026. First Kiss: at the age of 14
027. First Pet: Dun ever want to have a pet!!!
028. First Big Vacation: how big? thai n singapore i think.
029. First Love at first sight: mmm..
030. First Big Birthday: haven had anythin big. 18th birthday was a great one tho.
Currently.
049. Eating: nth
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: mm...
052. I'm about to: sleep..
053. Listening to: christina aguilera - hurt..
054. Plan for today: no plan...
055. Waiting for: sum1 i guess..
056. Energy Level: 0%, No motivation to do anything
057. Thinking of someone: Yes
Future.
058. Want kids?: perhaps
059. Want to get married?: perhaps
060. Careers in mind?: pR
068. Lips or Eyes : Both
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: both
074. Sensitive or Loud?: a il bit of both
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: none
Have you ever.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope
081. Ran away from home: Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: yes
083. Killed somebody: nope
084. Broken someone's heart: yes
085. Been arrested: No
087. Cried when someone died: Yes
Do you believe in.
089. Yourself: sumtimes
090. Miracles: sumtimes
091. Love at first sight: no
092. Heaven: yes :)
093. Santa Claus: nope
09 Tooth Fairy: no
095. Kiss in the first date : yea
Answer honestly.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeah
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: once in a while
099. Do you believe in God?: definitely, i do
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people or more.
- hei, shyeng, beh, winshi, loong loong, vivien, kisy, haur, fuei, peter chan!!!!
Personal.
001. Real Name: Jacinta
002. Nickname(s): baby jac, tata
003. Age: turnin 21 soon...
004. Horoscope: gemini
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Methodist
007. Middle School: Methodist
008. High School: Methodist / smkbbsp
009. College School: Limkokwing / curtin..
010. Hair colour: Dark brown
011. Long or Short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: usually loud
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans skirt...
014. Phone or Camera: camera phone XD
015. Health Freak: definitely not..
016. Drink or Smoke: drink..
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: 8
020. Tattoo: coming soon XD
021. Social or Anti-Social : usually social
Firsts.
022. First piercing: Standard 6
023. First relationship: Form 1
024. First Best Friend: catherine Yek
025. First Award: kindi singin competition XD
026. First Kiss: at the age of 14
027. First Pet: Dun ever want to have a pet!!!
028. First Big Vacation: how big? thai n singapore i think.
029. First Love at first sight: mmm..
030. First Big Birthday: haven had anythin big. 18th birthday was a great one tho.
Currently.
049. Eating: nth
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: mm...
052. I'm about to: sleep..
053. Listening to: christina aguilera - hurt..
054. Plan for today: no plan...
055. Waiting for: sum1 i guess..
056. Energy Level: 0%, No motivation to do anything
057. Thinking of someone: Yes
Future.
058. Want kids?: perhaps
059. Want to get married?: perhaps
060. Careers in mind?: pR
068. Lips or Eyes : Both
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: both
074. Sensitive or Loud?: a il bit of both
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: none
Have you ever.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope
081. Ran away from home: Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: yes
083. Killed somebody: nope
084. Broken someone's heart: yes
085. Been arrested: No
087. Cried when someone died: Yes
Do you believe in.
089. Yourself: sumtimes
090. Miracles: sumtimes
091. Love at first sight: no
092. Heaven: yes :)
093. Santa Claus: nope
09 Tooth Fairy: no
095. Kiss in the first date : yea
Answer honestly.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeah
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: once in a while
099. Do you believe in God?: definitely, i do
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people or more.
- hei, shyeng, beh, winshi, loong loong, vivien, kisy, haur, fuei, peter chan!!!!
confusion..
ter r so many times tat i wish i cud care,
i wish i cud hav showered u
with all the love care n attention tat i hav..
but then again,
wat position im in to give u all tat..
for we're merely..
just friends..
i wish i cud hav showered u
with all the love care n attention tat i hav..
but then again,
wat position im in to give u all tat..
for we're merely..
just friends..
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
hurt..
i guess i've committed a reli ridiculous mistake..
sth tat i've least intended to do..
n yet i did it..
it's like a glass, broken into tiny pieces..
n i hav no idea at all in how to put the pieces back..
fall in love with christina aguilera's song - hurt.
i've been listenin to the same song for couples of days..
i guess it describes well how im feelin inside, now..
im sorry for all the hurts tat i've brought along..
n the lyrics:
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.
sth tat i've least intended to do..
n yet i did it..
it's like a glass, broken into tiny pieces..
n i hav no idea at all in how to put the pieces back..
fall in love with christina aguilera's song - hurt.
i've been listenin to the same song for couples of days..
i guess it describes well how im feelin inside, now..
im sorry for all the hurts tat i've brought along..
n the lyrics:
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.
Monday, March 16, 2009
comments PLEASE!!!
well, i had a long talk with Mr. Chan Lik Hei a day earlier.
n we were talking about us being together >>> pakto.
Mr. Chan thinks it will seriously b WEIRD if the two of us get together,
while i think it will be really fun n happy.
n as conclusion, we need helps from u people.
Please comment, wat would u think or react,
if Mr. Chan Lik Hei pakto with Ms. Jacinta Lee Wee.
All sorts of comments r welcomed. no worries.
PLEASE spam my comment box! LOL
n we were talking about us being together >>> pakto.
Mr. Chan thinks it will seriously b WEIRD if the two of us get together,
while i think it will be really fun n happy.
n as conclusion, we need helps from u people.
Please comment, wat would u think or react,
if Mr. Chan Lik Hei pakto with Ms. Jacinta Lee Wee.
All sorts of comments r welcomed. no worries.
PLEASE spam my comment box! LOL
Sunday, March 15, 2009
progress-ing...
i've been in this foreign land for almost a month now..
like wat kwan said, im 4162km away from home..
it's part of my growing up process..
in fact im so lucky to have a family that can afford me to come here.
i know i have no right to complain at all.
i enjoy walkin alone on windy days..
without any disturbance..
with something in mind..
without the sunlight..
with the windy breath..
everythg seems so fine, so relaxing..
i enjoy walkin under the stars..
n stare into the lovely sky once in a while..
feeling very much blessed that i can see such beautiful things..
i enjoy walkin under the rain, too..
remembered it was a Wednesday noon when it started raining..
havin difficulties to move from building to building..
i covered myself with scarf..
n walkin slowly, still, as if im enjoying the touch of the raindrops..
i missed those days i spent with the ones i loved.
back home, n here in perth too.
life is about enjoying every single moment,
either alone or with frens.
it's about grabbing each opportunity to experience things.
i know it's much easier to say than do.
words spoken cant b compared with actions taken.
like da way 'love' have to come with a lot more
care, attention, love, patience, tolerance etc..
not by just saying 'i love you'.
vivien said, when life throws lemon at u, throw back n say fuck off!
i wan mangoes..!
i said, fuck off! i wan durian!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kwan, i miss d24.. =)
beh, i still feel the warmth of cryin on ur shoulder the day i went away..
shi, im missin our 125 degree..
ps: the fact that kwan comes first because i mentioned bout durian. otherwise beh is always the first!! LOL. no lar, Js r equally important for me. =)
i heart jiak sai, jocoptus, jiao jiao n jamban.. all of u.. <3 <3 <3 <3
n mr. kevin tanaka, i heart u too..
like wat kwan said, im 4162km away from home..
it's part of my growing up process..
in fact im so lucky to have a family that can afford me to come here.
i know i have no right to complain at all.
i enjoy walkin alone on windy days..
without any disturbance..
with something in mind..
without the sunlight..
with the windy breath..
everythg seems so fine, so relaxing..
i enjoy walkin under the stars..
n stare into the lovely sky once in a while..
feeling very much blessed that i can see such beautiful things..
i enjoy walkin under the rain, too..
remembered it was a Wednesday noon when it started raining..
havin difficulties to move from building to building..
i covered myself with scarf..
n walkin slowly, still, as if im enjoying the touch of the raindrops..
i missed those days i spent with the ones i loved.
back home, n here in perth too.
life is about enjoying every single moment,
either alone or with frens.
it's about grabbing each opportunity to experience things.
i know it's much easier to say than do.
words spoken cant b compared with actions taken.
like da way 'love' have to come with a lot more
care, attention, love, patience, tolerance etc..
not by just saying 'i love you'.
vivien said, when life throws lemon at u, throw back n say fuck off!
i wan mangoes..!
i said, fuck off! i wan durian!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kwan, i miss d24.. =)
beh, i still feel the warmth of cryin on ur shoulder the day i went away..
shi, im missin our 125 degree..
ps: the fact that kwan comes first because i mentioned bout durian. otherwise beh is always the first!! LOL. no lar, Js r equally important for me. =)
i heart jiak sai, jocoptus, jiao jiao n jamban.. all of u.. <3 <3 <3 <3
n mr. kevin tanaka, i heart u too..
Friday, March 6, 2009
tagged!!!!
1. The person who tagged you is
V-I-V-I-E-N C-H-E-N-G
2. Your relationship with him/her is Close Friends?
define close.. mm, we'r close when we meet up, not so close when we'r busy with our lives. LOL
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
SO FIERCE
SO LOUD
SO SEXY n LADYLIKE NOW
SO HARDWORKING
SO DEMANDING
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
sth tat she din say to me but to her mom. when she intro me to her mom she said: "mommy tis is jacinta, the wild girl." =.=
6. If he/she become your lover you
then i'll nid an ipod. she talks non stop!! more chatterbox than me XD
'7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
mmmm, not to be too demanding? it suffocates me sumtimes.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you
it wont happen lar, we r all nice persons *wink*
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
we fall in love with the same guy? LOL
CHAN LIK HEI!!!! =X
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
wana hug u vivien cheng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is
fierce!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
noisy? ask them
13. The characters you love of yourself
mm, straight forward. owex loud. frenly. confident.
14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
laziness!! i hate to study.. =(
15. The most ideal person you want to be is
hot babe
16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
i love u all too =)
17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1.Lik Hei
2.beh
3.Josh
4.Weng Fai
5.kwan
6.Wei Haur
7.WinShi
8.zy
9.Chin Loong
10. Shyeng
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
He is single n available!
19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
male
20.If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
definitely not! becoz of the height problem XD
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
QS
22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
chinese new year XD
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i have NO IDEA
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
2 sisters
25. Will you woo no. 3?
owex. haha
26. How about no. 7?
we'r together *wink*
27. Is no. 4 single?
yeap yeap, n available!
28. What is the surname of no.5?
koh
29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
camwhore!!!
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
good frens perhaps
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
sum private institution tat i duno XD
32. Talk something casually about no. 1
very very very de WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
yet lovely at the same time XD
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
unfortunately, no
34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Sri petaling XD
35. What colour does no.4 like?
i duno eh~
36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
haha, i think not bad lar XD
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
i am!!!! ok lar shes sexy too~ lol
38. What is no. 6 doin?
studyin in UM
V-I-V-I-E-N C-H-E-N-G
2. Your relationship with him/her is Close Friends?
define close.. mm, we'r close when we meet up, not so close when we'r busy with our lives. LOL
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
SO FIERCE
SO LOUD
SO SEXY n LADYLIKE NOW
SO HARDWORKING
SO DEMANDING
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
sth tat she din say to me but to her mom. when she intro me to her mom she said: "mommy tis is jacinta, the wild girl." =.=
6. If he/she become your lover you
then i'll nid an ipod. she talks non stop!! more chatterbox than me XD
'7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
mmmm, not to be too demanding? it suffocates me sumtimes.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you
it wont happen lar, we r all nice persons *wink*
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
we fall in love with the same guy? LOL
CHAN LIK HEI!!!! =X
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
wana hug u vivien cheng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is
fierce!
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
noisy? ask them
13. The characters you love of yourself
mm, straight forward. owex loud. frenly. confident.
14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
laziness!! i hate to study.. =(
15. The most ideal person you want to be is
hot babe
16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
i love u all too =)
17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1.Lik Hei
2.beh
3.Josh
4.Weng Fai
5.kwan
6.Wei Haur
7.WinShi
8.zy
9.Chin Loong
10. Shyeng
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
He is single n available!
19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
male
20.If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
definitely not! becoz of the height problem XD
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
QS
22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
chinese new year XD
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i have NO IDEA
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
2 sisters
25. Will you woo no. 3?
owex. haha
26. How about no. 7?
we'r together *wink*
27. Is no. 4 single?
yeap yeap, n available!
28. What is the surname of no.5?
koh
29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
camwhore!!!
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
good frens perhaps
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
sum private institution tat i duno XD
32. Talk something casually about no. 1
very very very de WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
yet lovely at the same time XD
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
unfortunately, no
34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Sri petaling XD
35. What colour does no.4 like?
i duno eh~
36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
haha, i think not bad lar XD
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
i am!!!! ok lar shes sexy too~ lol
38. What is no. 6 doin?
studyin in UM
Monday, March 2, 2009
lazy me..
my first post ever, since i reached here more than 10 days ago.
i guess i settle down well..
with the familiar faces around me.
im glad to say im a lot luckier than hei.
perth is not as happenin as kL..
shops close at 5pm usually..
thurs 9pm..
mostly i have to hide at home after evening..
which is sad..
for those tat know me well..
i dun reli like to stay at home..
i hav the fear for loneliness..
dun like to b alone..
but sumtimes i do like to b alone..
wat a dilemma..
lazy to update life bout me here..
just look for the photos in facebook..
things tat i eat, places tat i go..
i'll update pics from time to time..
so.. =)
i miss u all..
i guess i settle down well..
with the familiar faces around me.
im glad to say im a lot luckier than hei.
perth is not as happenin as kL..
shops close at 5pm usually..
thurs 9pm..
mostly i have to hide at home after evening..
which is sad..
for those tat know me well..
i dun reli like to stay at home..
i hav the fear for loneliness..
dun like to b alone..
but sumtimes i do like to b alone..
wat a dilemma..
lazy to update life bout me here..
just look for the photos in facebook..
things tat i eat, places tat i go..
i'll update pics from time to time..
so.. =)
i miss u all..
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
randomly
18th Feb 2009-
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
i cant gv her a coach bag..
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
but i can promise her, i wont betray her
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
tis is wat i can do for her
a lil bit envy of shee ann sumtimes,
for havin such a loyal bf..
but mine is not too bad either..
he gave me a coach =)
with a lot of extra care n attention..
heart u kevin.
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
i cant gv her a coach bag..
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
but i can promise her, i wont betray her
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
tis is wat i can do for her
a lil bit envy of shee ann sumtimes,
for havin such a loyal bf..
but mine is not too bad either..
he gave me a coach =)
with a lot of extra care n attention..
heart u kevin.
our lives
throughout our lives,
we spent time making complaints,
grumbling around, makin fusses out of many things,
we've cried, and laughed,
we lost sth, n we earned sth back.
we cud be reli blessed with happy family, more than enuf to spend,
or we cud b less fortunate to b in a broken family..
we spent time doin things tat we both like and dun like.
we got to know ppl, seeing ppl come into our lives,
and some other leaving at the same time.
but in the end, all of us gona leave, empty-handed,
exactly like how we first came to the world, with nothing at all.
we'r born to lost the people that we love,
some lost the loved ones because of misunderstandings,
some lost the loved ones because of other people or things,
some lost the loved ones because of their selfishness,
some lost the loved ones because of works, studies, families, etc..
some lost the loved ones because the other ones leave the world earlier..
everyone r born differently..
but no matter wat, i guess all of us will been thru this process,
losing the people that we love,
because thru this, then we'll learn to appreciate,
n we'll realise the importance of that very special person..
we spent time making complaints,
grumbling around, makin fusses out of many things,
we've cried, and laughed,
we lost sth, n we earned sth back.
we cud be reli blessed with happy family, more than enuf to spend,
or we cud b less fortunate to b in a broken family..
we spent time doin things tat we both like and dun like.
we got to know ppl, seeing ppl come into our lives,
and some other leaving at the same time.
but in the end, all of us gona leave, empty-handed,
exactly like how we first came to the world, with nothing at all.
we'r born to lost the people that we love,
some lost the loved ones because of misunderstandings,
some lost the loved ones because of other people or things,
some lost the loved ones because of their selfishness,
some lost the loved ones because of works, studies, families, etc..
some lost the loved ones because the other ones leave the world earlier..
everyone r born differently..
but no matter wat, i guess all of us will been thru this process,
losing the people that we love,
because thru this, then we'll learn to appreciate,
n we'll realise the importance of that very special person..
Friday, February 13, 2009
friends, i miss u all. =(
i feel like i've just experienced one of my saddest moments in life.
i never knew i wud cry.
never did i expect i wud feel so sad.
i dun like the fact tat we've all grown up.
sendin hei off in the airport means more than just wishin him well in australia.
it sounds to me like we've all grown up.
n sooner or later, we'll b leadin different kind of lives,
in different places.
i wonder if we'll still meet up n reunion sumday.
wondering if things will still b the same, 3 or 5 years later.
i appreciate wat i have with the people around me.
i treasure the kind of frenship we have.
even mom told me many times before that the friendship that we all share is extraordinary, very sincere and strong.
i hope the next time when we reunion,
we'll still share the same laughters and tears like how we used to be.
if we dun, or if time reli has to change sth within us..
i wud say at this point of time, i reli love each and everyone of u. a lot.
i never knew i wud cry.
never did i expect i wud feel so sad.
i dun like the fact tat we've all grown up.
sendin hei off in the airport means more than just wishin him well in australia.
it sounds to me like we've all grown up.
n sooner or later, we'll b leadin different kind of lives,
in different places.
i wonder if we'll still meet up n reunion sumday.
wondering if things will still b the same, 3 or 5 years later.
i appreciate wat i have with the people around me.
i treasure the kind of frenship we have.
even mom told me many times before that the friendship that we all share is extraordinary, very sincere and strong.
i hope the next time when we reunion,
we'll still share the same laughters and tears like how we used to be.
if we dun, or if time reli has to change sth within us..
i wud say at this point of time, i reli love each and everyone of u. a lot.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
u make my day <3
waking up hearing ur voice
going asleep hearing ur voice
im so used to having u by my side
since the 5th of Sept 08
u make my day sweetheart
thanks for being around
going asleep hearing ur voice
im so used to having u by my side
since the 5th of Sept 08
u make my day sweetheart
thanks for being around
Friday, January 30, 2009
sorry bie
bie,
i shud hav known better than to cause u hurt.
im sorry for letting myself got wild tat nite.
i shud hav known the way u treat me,
n the way u feel for me..
i nid to learn to b better, to deserve the 2 stars.
i heart u.
i shud hav known better than to cause u hurt.
im sorry for letting myself got wild tat nite.
i shud hav known the way u treat me,
n the way u feel for me..
i nid to learn to b better, to deserve the 2 stars.
i heart u.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
happy 24th birthday sweetheart!!!
Bie,
Time flies. It has been a week since u've been gone...
Everything is still so fresh in mind, almost like you're still with me the last second..
15th Jan, 11.30am, catch each others' eyes in lcct..
our very first eye contact, very first smile, very first touch..
very first lunch at little taiwan,
very first shopping experience at pavilion, lot 10, bb plaza, sg wang, timesquare...
very first dinner at sg wang..
16th Jan, very first breakfast..
the interview, the klcc, the supernice pizza and salmon steak..
the papaya milk at sunway pyramid, the billabong keychain..
the very bad COOKED lamb, the very first tears..
the bintang walk, the pictures in front of LV..
17th Jan, the Garden & Midvalley..
Our sushi king, our calvin klein..
your nike watch, my precious ring..
18th Jan, the expensive spring roll at one utama..
the adidas Stan Smith 2.5 at the curve..
our home at ikea..
19th Jan.. the day bie went home..
the tears.. the broken souls..
it's my deepest sorry and regret that i had to leave u alone at that moment..
*hug tight*
i still remember your eyes when we hugged n kissed goodbye..
i remember the last touch of your hands.. the voice.. everything..
those that i've mentioned is just part of what we've been thru..
what we have is definitely more than these..
one week away from the time we've been together..
n it's ur big day..
i hope you can enjoy your big day, even when im not around..
u know my heart will always b ter for you..
like the way you will always b here for me..
i've nth but to wish you..
Happy Birthday, Bie! <3
i miss u like mad, i do =) muaksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
*cross fingers, waiting for the next miracle*
once again, i heart you. n happy chinese new year!
love,
jac babe
Time flies. It has been a week since u've been gone...
Everything is still so fresh in mind, almost like you're still with me the last second..
15th Jan, 11.30am, catch each others' eyes in lcct..
our very first eye contact, very first smile, very first touch..
very first lunch at little taiwan,
very first shopping experience at pavilion, lot 10, bb plaza, sg wang, timesquare...
very first dinner at sg wang..
16th Jan, very first breakfast..
the interview, the klcc, the supernice pizza and salmon steak..
the papaya milk at sunway pyramid, the billabong keychain..
the very bad COOKED lamb, the very first tears..
the bintang walk, the pictures in front of LV..
17th Jan, the Garden & Midvalley..
Our sushi king, our calvin klein..
your nike watch, my precious ring..
18th Jan, the expensive spring roll at one utama..
the adidas Stan Smith 2.5 at the curve..
our home at ikea..
19th Jan.. the day bie went home..
the tears.. the broken souls..
it's my deepest sorry and regret that i had to leave u alone at that moment..
*hug tight*
i still remember your eyes when we hugged n kissed goodbye..
i remember the last touch of your hands.. the voice.. everything..
those that i've mentioned is just part of what we've been thru..
what we have is definitely more than these..
one week away from the time we've been together..
n it's ur big day..
i hope you can enjoy your big day, even when im not around..
u know my heart will always b ter for you..
like the way you will always b here for me..
i've nth but to wish you..
Happy Birthday, Bie! <3
i miss u like mad, i do =) muaksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
*cross fingers, waiting for the next miracle*
once again, i heart you. n happy chinese new year!
love,
jac babe
Saturday, January 24, 2009
我喜欢你, 但是我更爱你
Dear Mr. Tanaka,
Bie, i'm glad that we had an amazing met up in kL.
i'll never forget the days u bring meanings to my life.
Making me feel loved, giving me shelter, showering me with all the care and attention.
i hope all the promises and plans do come true.
N i hope i'll never break our angel wings..
i'll owex remember us walking the journey of life. Hand in hand.
love,
Miss Jac
Bie, i'm glad that we had an amazing met up in kL.
i'll never forget the days u bring meanings to my life.
Making me feel loved, giving me shelter, showering me with all the care and attention.
i hope all the promises and plans do come true.
N i hope i'll never break our angel wings..
i'll owex remember us walking the journey of life. Hand in hand.
love,
Miss Jac
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