有时强者比弱者更痛苦 因为没人想过他们会痛苦

其实一路走来，我几时变好几时变坏，
然后几时又变好，
现在是好人还是坏人，
没有人懂。
因为一路上我都是一个人。
那段颓废的日子，
没人知道为什么香烟会出现在我的手上，
为什么有人找我喝酒的时候我会很开心，
一个人走路上学和放学会是当时最平静的时候。。
下雨天喜欢在路上淋雨，
晚上会想一个人坐着看天空。。
感觉离自己越来越远，
表面上好像若无其事，
没人看得见，他看见了。
我说我不是我了，
连自己都不认得自己了，
何必紧紧捉着不放，
毕竟从来也没承诺过什么，
就当作是逢场作戏。
现在回想起来，很感激那时候他拉我一把。。。
“回来”的路不好走，
他不是陪我一起走，
他一直都是抱着我走。。。
回头看，走到伤痕累累的，
一路上滴着血的，应该也是他，不是我。。。
只是。。谁也没发现到，
一路上的血，也参杂着我心里的血和痛。
没人知道，因为我是一个人。

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫
我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

sorry

i know it is not acceptable.
this is just ridiculous.
sorry wudn't help,
but seriously, i'm sorry for being such a lousy fren.
ok i know im not even worth to be called a fren.
im sorry for being such a fucked-up person,
tat damaged u all n myself..

feeding old memories..

for a reason or two..
i feel we no longer belong together..
to be more precise,
i think i dun belong to you guys..
anymore.
it's hard to understand why..
when u dun hav time for me,
but have time for others..
it's hard to understand why..
when it's supposed to be a group gathering,
yet i'm left out..
being in kL feels so much further away,
than being in perth..
maybe i should learn to live my life on my own.
maybe there is already a huge gap that i can no longer fit in.
maybe you guys have carried on so well without me.
maybe only i thought i was essential,
while in fact i'm not.
it's hard to carry on alone.
u guys mean a lot.
i miss my old times.

等

2.09am...
我在等。。等你的回复。。。
睡不着。。
我想，今晚应该等不到吧。。。

变了，好像不一样了。。。
为什么不是期待的那样。。
原来一个人，那么可怕，

无止尽的等。。。。。。。。。。




更可怕。

爱

一开始还以为是你爱我多一点，但后来才发现我错了，

真正爱你多一点的人是我，你并没有骗我，

你是真的很爱我，因为你对我的爱从没变过，

只是我变得越来越爱你了，不敢想像没有你的关心，

我还有没有勇气面对一切，不敢想像没有你的包容，

我还能不能够那么地任性，不敢想像没有你的日子，

我一个人的日子该怎么过...



亲爱的，真的想要说句谢谢你，

因为无条件地对我那么好，让我可以那么任性，

也因为你无条件地包容我的任性，让我感动，

让我知道我应该珍惜...

我的爱情故事，离不开你，

或许我不是最爱你的人，

但我知道我会越来越爱你，

甚至爱你多过爱我自己...

fairytale..

for the first time in life i got so much love
n feel so touched deep inside.
roses, chocolates, candles, perfume, dinner, surprises,
ters nth i dun love.
most of all, i found the love of my life, my man =)
love u bie bie! muaks!
happy 2nd anniversary~

。。。

可不可以不要让我害怕。。。=(

you're better than the best

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life,
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Let me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile



dedicate this to my babie kevin =) i love u