feeding old memories..

for a reason or two..
i feel we no longer belong together..
to be more precise,
i think i dun belong to you guys..
anymore.
it's hard to understand why..
when u dun hav time for me,
but have time for others..
it's hard to understand why..
when it's supposed to be a group gathering,
yet i'm left out..
being in kL feels so much further away,
than being in perth..
maybe i should learn to live my life on my own.
maybe there is already a huge gap that i can no longer fit in.
maybe you guys have carried on so well without me.
maybe only i thought i was essential,
while in fact i'm not.
it's hard to carry on alone.
u guys mean a lot.
i miss my old times.