说好的幸福

i feel sth stabbin on me as i read thru ur blog..
n from ter flashbacks go thru my mind again n again..

it has been quite some time
since da day we got closer to each other.
5th of Sept, when i began to feel, loved.

ter was a time when i felt i've found my destiny.
da person who cud b willing to share with me
every moment in my journey of life.

i like da way u owex put a smile on me.
n da way u taught me so many things.
at da same time makin me feel so small,
n make me feel da urge to learn.
n also, da way u owex guide me thru ups n downs.

i do remember da dreams tat we've talked about.
n some promises tat we've made.
i do remember too, our direction in life.

wonder if it's da 4162km tat brings all da changes.
or is it becoz since da beginnin,
im not standing on a solid ground.

there r moments when i got so confused myself
whether wat i've seen, heard n felt r for real..
or r those my own illusions n dreams..

talked to my girl da other day,
she told me tat to b separated now
doesnt mean in da later stage of life we wont meet up again.

perhaps its true.
walkin on a different path with u now,
doesnt mean our paths wont cross again..

perhaps i've chosen a path tat walks away from u..
i've no clue wat leads to dat decision.
perhaps now i just wana let go of everythin
n see da world in a different way..

perhaps, too many perhaps..

but this is life.
whereby we get to gain n lose throughout the whole process.
n from ter, we learn.
im sorry for wat i've done to u.
n im truly thankful tat God sent u to light up my path.

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子

鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里。
水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里...