friends, i miss u all. =(

i feel like i've just experienced one of my saddest moments in life.
i never knew i wud cry.
never did i expect i wud feel so sad.

i dun like the fact tat we've all grown up.
sendin hei off in the airport means more than just wishin him well in australia.
it sounds to me like we've all grown up.
n sooner or later, we'll b leadin different kind of lives,
in different places.

i wonder if we'll still meet up n reunion sumday.
wondering if things will still b the same, 3 or 5 years later.
i appreciate wat i have with the people around me.
i treasure the kind of frenship we have.
even mom told me many times before that the friendship that we all share is extraordinary, very sincere and strong.

i hope the next time when we reunion,
we'll still share the same laughters and tears like how we used to be.
if we dun, or if time reli has to change sth within us..
i wud say at this point of time, i reli love each and everyone of u. a lot.

我不配

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略
你不过要人陪...

it's so hard not to cry

even if u cannot hear my voice,
i'll b right beside u, dear.

i miss u.

.....

突然好想哭...=(

天真

想要你的心
却怕不能成真

虽然你对我的认真
我也感动万分
你终究不是属于我的人...

u make my day <3

waking up hearing ur voice
going asleep hearing ur voice
im so used to having u by my side
since the 5th of Sept 08
u make my day sweetheart
thanks for being around

sorry bie

bie,

i shud hav known better than to cause u hurt.

im sorry for letting myself got wild tat nite.

i shud hav known the way u treat me,

n the way u feel for me..

i nid to learn to b better, to deserve the 2 stars.

i heart u.

my song

still, i love this song...

happy 24th birthday sweetheart!!!

Bie,

Time flies. It has been a week since u've been gone...

Everything is still so fresh in mind, almost like you're still with me the last second..

15th Jan, 11.30am, catch each others' eyes in lcct..

our very first eye contact, very first smile, very first touch..

very first lunch at little taiwan,

very first shopping experience at pavilion, lot 10, bb plaza, sg wang, timesquare...

very first dinner at sg wang..

16th Jan, very first breakfast..

the interview, the klcc, the supernice pizza and salmon steak..

the papaya milk at sunway pyramid, the billabong keychain..

the very bad COOKED lamb, the very first tears..

the bintang walk, the pictures in front of LV..

17th Jan, the Garden & Midvalley..

Our sushi king, our calvin klein..

your nike watch, my precious ring..

18th Jan, the expensive spring roll at one utama..

the adidas Stan Smith 2.5 at the curve..

our home at ikea..

19th Jan.. the day bie went home..

the tears.. the broken souls..

it's my deepest sorry and regret that i had to leave u alone at that moment..

*hug tight*

i still remember your eyes when we hugged n kissed goodbye..

i remember the last touch of your hands.. the voice.. everything..

those that i've mentioned is just part of what we've been thru..

what we have is definitely more than these..

one week away from the time we've been together..

n it's ur big day..

i hope you can enjoy your big day, even when im not around..

u know my heart will always b ter for you..

like the way you will always b here for me..

i've nth but to wish you..

Happy Birthday, Bie! <3

i miss u like mad, i do =) muaksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

*cross fingers, waiting for the next miracle*

once again, i heart you. n happy chinese new year!



love,

jac babe

我喜欢你, 但是我更爱你

Dear Mr. Tanaka,

Bie, i'm glad that we had an amazing met up in kL.

i'll never forget the days u bring meanings to my life.

Making me feel loved, giving me shelter, showering me with all the care and attention.

i hope all the promises and plans do come true.

N i hope i'll never break our angel wings..

i'll owex remember us walking the journey of life. Hand in hand.

i heart u bie.. =)


love,
Miss Jac