new light.

the past week has been a lil bit too dramatic..
first i sent the email.
then a lil bit of arguments.
followed by endless calls n sms which i refused to ans or reply.
n the sudden visit early in the morning.
the talks n tears in the car.
n surprisingly the nice hang out on friday nite.
with continuous talks in da phone everyday.

oh well, tat's the end of it.
from the 1st day i decided to luv,
until the last day i decided to walk away.
sadness.
i never expected myself to b the one to walk away.
n the one who refuse a turn back.
there's certainly no 2nd chance.
i guess that's enough.
of all the things tat i've been through.
enough. i've learnt n grown; gained and lose.
that's it.
i never regret for all the things i've done.
neither do i regret loving u tat much.
the memories r to be kept. n treasured.
for they wont grow, anymore.

i closed the door. n i opened another one.
perhaps, for another him.
im not sure wat i hav in mind now.
i dun wan to jump to the conclusion too fast either.
i just hope im making some right decisions.
i hope these decisions wont bring me or anyone bad effects.
i just wan to be happy.