白天不懂夜的黑

if ters nth missin in my life
y do these tears come at nite..

again

在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走


你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动


最后看你在别人怀里
还微笑祝福你....

my journey

it has been exactly 2 weeks since my 1st day of working.

din like it much.

not to say i hate it, either.

dad is right, i knew about all the consequences
of being involved in this industry
long before i decided to take this course.
Since i knew them,
i chose them,
now i have to accept and deal with them.

which equals to---
limited private and family life.

i knew it.

i tot i enjoy these kinda works.
in fact i do.
just tat i din tot i wud prefer to hav family time tat much, too.
n da fact tat i wish to spend time with my loved one..........
suddenly......
somehow makes the job becomes a burden to me..

years ago i've never planned to grow old with anyone,
except my immediate family, or perhaps a few frens..
marriage or even serious relationship never cross my mind..
until sometime in 07 when i realised i cud fall in luv so deeply
tat i wish i cud spend my life with sum1 i luv till da end of time.

well, tat wish with tat sum1 is already vanished,
since long ago i know.
but another unpredicted sum1 appeared...
surprised n shaken me..
n from ter my life is.............being intruded, again.

i know im a lil bit too much.
sudnt bother too much.
sudnt care too much.
after all, im no one.
we wont go on for long, i know.
n tat is also being the reason y i refuse to step further sumtimes...

for im still havin fear...deep inside...

or mayb im contented if we just stay here..
where we can owex reach out for each other,
anytime, anywhere..

lies

The top 3 lies that guys consistently tell and gals still, fall into:

3rd:

Gal: R u listening?
Guy: Yes of coz, im owex listenin to u.


2nd:

Gal: m i fat?
Guy: No dear, u look just nice.





and....





1st:

Gal: r u lying to me?
Guy: No sweetheart, i'll never lie to u. Im owex honest with u.

untitled.

once again baby,
wat makes u think u mean sth this time..
u just dont.

the broken ones, the bleeding wings

the broken wings are jailed
life sentence
in that cold dark place
for the only crime he committed

the broken soul is scattered
with emotions bruised
n spirits battered
for the fall she fell on hard

心動

如果不能夠永遠走在一起
也至少給我們懷念的勇氣
擁抱的權利
好讓你明白
我心動 的痕跡

swimming in self-pity

dun play with jealousy
bcoz u wont know how wrong it cud b.

i dream

When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream

**********************

only faith helps you
only trust can do

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I hope to find a little peace of mind
and I just want to know
who can heal those tiny lil broken hearts

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If we could make it through the darkest night
we'd have a brighter day.
the world I see beyond your eyes
makes me want to stay.

*******************************************************

almost almost almost

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here


almost..
almost is not enough.
im greedy.
i wan more.
but i know i shudnt b asking.