sorry bie

bie,

i shud hav known better than to cause u hurt.

im sorry for letting myself got wild tat nite.

i shud hav known the way u treat me,

n the way u feel for me..

i nid to learn to b better, to deserve the 2 stars.

i heart u.

my song

still, i love this song...

happy 24th birthday sweetheart!!!

Bie,

Time flies. It has been a week since u've been gone...

Everything is still so fresh in mind, almost like you're still with me the last second..

15th Jan, 11.30am, catch each others' eyes in lcct..

our very first eye contact, very first smile, very first touch..

very first lunch at little taiwan,

very first shopping experience at pavilion, lot 10, bb plaza, sg wang, timesquare...

very first dinner at sg wang..

16th Jan, very first breakfast..

the interview, the klcc, the supernice pizza and salmon steak..

the papaya milk at sunway pyramid, the billabong keychain..

the very bad COOKED lamb, the very first tears..

the bintang walk, the pictures in front of LV..

17th Jan, the Garden & Midvalley..

Our sushi king, our calvin klein..

your nike watch, my precious ring..

18th Jan, the expensive spring roll at one utama..

the adidas Stan Smith 2.5 at the curve..

our home at ikea..

19th Jan.. the day bie went home..

the tears.. the broken souls..

it's my deepest sorry and regret that i had to leave u alone at that moment..

*hug tight*

i still remember your eyes when we hugged n kissed goodbye..

i remember the last touch of your hands.. the voice.. everything..

those that i've mentioned is just part of what we've been thru..

what we have is definitely more than these..

one week away from the time we've been together..

n it's ur big day..

i hope you can enjoy your big day, even when im not around..

u know my heart will always b ter for you..

like the way you will always b here for me..

i've nth but to wish you..

Happy Birthday, Bie! <3

i miss u like mad, i do =) muaksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

*cross fingers, waiting for the next miracle*

once again, i heart you. n happy chinese new year!



love,

jac babe

我喜欢你, 但是我更爱你

Dear Mr. Tanaka,

Bie, i'm glad that we had an amazing met up in kL.

i'll never forget the days u bring meanings to my life.

Making me feel loved, giving me shelter, showering me with all the care and attention.

i hope all the promises and plans do come true.

N i hope i'll never break our angel wings..

i'll owex remember us walking the journey of life. Hand in hand.

i heart u bie.. =)


love,
Miss Jac

i miss u.

again,
i miss the time of being purely happy.

maybe it's not that im not happy,
just that sth is missing again these days..

i miss the time we used to spend for each other.
i miss it. i miss u.

=)

Life is tiring.
yet, we have no choice but to continue walking.
like it or not, life goes on.

somewhere i belong

a lil bit depressed again.
mayb not to say depressed,
but.. a lil blue perhaps.

i know i will only hav few more months here,
then im off to australia.
i wish i can spend time with all of u,
since i hav never reli join u all for outings,
n yet, again, the same thing happen.

i've always struggled between church and frens.
not once or twice,
but countless times.
sumtimes i wish to just give up a lil time to church,
n spend it with my beloved frens,
but in da end i owex end up choosing church n not frens.
it's the responsibilities, n the guilt. i just cant.
im sorry.

n a lot of times when i struggle to choose..
in da end i choose sth out of responsibilities..
not necessarily sth tat i like.
not to say being forced,
it's more like i hav no other options.

i do hope to spend time with u all.
in fact, if it is one week earlier or later,
then definitely i'll b able to make it..
but, oh well. =( im sorry gals.

cold hard slap

i know i might b childish
but it reli slaps me hard on the face
i think it's time to wake up

i tot im the only one
until i realise im same like any other girls
it stabs right into my heart
n out of a sudden
i fall from heaven to hell

i tot that hurts
but this is even worse

u break my heart
tissues wont fix it

i thought u feel it too

y do i let myself believe miracles cud happen..
now i hav to pretend that i dun reli care.

白天不懂夜的黑

if ters nth missin in my life
y do these tears come at nite..