想回到过去。。。

很久没写华语了。。
想念当年爱用华语表达自己的我。。
总觉得华语很适合用来抒发情感，
能够很贴近内心的感觉。。。

最近朋友都好像不怎么开心。。。
当然也包括我在内。。
很郁闷，很多时候只喜欢静静坐着发呆，
然后吃巧克力，所以肥了那么多！！！

星期五晚上帮朋友庆祝生日，去唱k。。。
又想起在KL跟宝贝们唱的日子，很怀念。。。
昨晚另一个朋友生日，去了clubbing..
发现原来我真的喜欢clubbing的感觉。。。
只需要沉醉在音乐和酒里，什么都不必想。。。
尝试了抽烟，虽然不是很喜欢。。。
希望不会再有下一次。。。
感觉自己很颓废。。。

好想回到从前。。。

=.=

emergency announcement.

jacinta gained 5 freaking kg within a month in perth.
so ridiculous. time to cut down on my food intake. =(

100 truths- kwan kwan tagged me...

100 truths.

Personal.
001. Real Name: Jacinta
002. Nickname(s): baby jac, tata
003. Age: turnin 21 soon...
004. Horoscope: gemini
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Methodist
007. Middle School: Methodist
008. High School: Methodist / smkbbsp
009. College School: Limkokwing / curtin..
010. Hair colour: Dark brown
011. Long or Short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: usually loud
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans skirt...
014. Phone or Camera: camera phone XD
015. Health Freak: definitely not..
016. Drink or Smoke: drink..
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: 8
020. Tattoo: coming soon XD
021. Social or Anti-Social : usually social

Firsts.
022. First piercing: Standard 6
023. First relationship: Form 1
024. First Best Friend: catherine Yek
025. First Award: kindi singin competition XD
026. First Kiss: at the age of 14
027. First Pet: Dun ever want to have a pet!!!
028. First Big Vacation: how big? thai n singapore i think.
029. First Love at first sight: mmm..
030. First Big Birthday: haven had anythin big. 18th birthday was a great one tho.

Currently.
049. Eating: nth
050. Drinking: Water
051. Excitement level: mm...
052. I'm about to: sleep..
053. Listening to: christina aguilera - hurt..
054. Plan for today: no plan...
055. Waiting for: sum1 i guess..
056. Energy Level: 0%, No motivation to do anything
057. Thinking of someone: Yes

Future.
058. Want kids?: perhaps
059. Want to get married?: perhaps
060. Careers in mind?: pR
068. Lips or Eyes : Both
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Both
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: both
074. Sensitive or Loud?: a il bit of both
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: none

Have you ever.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope
081. Ran away from home: Nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: yes
083. Killed somebody: nope
084. Broken someone's heart: yes
085. Been arrested: No
087. Cried when someone died: Yes

Do you believe in.
089. Yourself: sumtimes
090. Miracles: sumtimes
091. Love at first sight: no
092. Heaven: yes :)
093. Santa Claus: nope
09 Tooth Fairy: no
095. Kiss in the first date : yea

Answer honestly.
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yeah
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: once in a while
099. Do you believe in God?: definitely, i do
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people or more.
- hei, shyeng, beh, winshi, loong loong, vivien, kisy, haur, fuei, peter chan!!!!

confusion..

ter r so many times tat i wish i cud care,
i wish i cud hav showered u
with all the love care n attention tat i hav..
but then again,
wat position im in to give u all tat..
for we're merely..





just friends..

hurt..

i guess i've committed a reli ridiculous mistake..
sth tat i've least intended to do..
n yet i did it..
it's like a glass, broken into tiny pieces..
n i hav no idea at all in how to put the pieces back..

fall in love with christina aguilera's song - hurt.
i've been listenin to the same song for couples of days..
i guess it describes well how im feelin inside, now..
im sorry for all the hurts tat i've brought along..

n the lyrics:

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.

comments PLEASE!!!

well, i had a long talk with Mr. Chan Lik Hei a day earlier.
n we were talking about us being together >>> pakto.
Mr. Chan thinks it will seriously b WEIRD if the two of us get together,
while i think it will be really fun n happy.

n as conclusion, we need helps from u people.
Please comment, wat would u think or react,
if Mr. Chan Lik Hei pakto with Ms. Jacinta Lee Wee.

All sorts of comments r welcomed. no worries.
PLEASE spam my comment box! LOL

progress-ing...

i've been in this foreign land for almost a month now..
like wat kwan said, im 4162km away from home..
it's part of my growing up process..
in fact im so lucky to have a family that can afford me to come here.
i know i have no right to complain at all.

i enjoy walkin alone on windy days..
without any disturbance..
with something in mind..
without the sunlight..
with the windy breath..
everythg seems so fine, so relaxing..

i enjoy walkin under the stars..
n stare into the lovely sky once in a while..
feeling very much blessed that i can see such beautiful things..

i enjoy walkin under the rain, too..
remembered it was a Wednesday noon when it started raining..
havin difficulties to move from building to building..
i covered myself with scarf..
n walkin slowly, still, as if im enjoying the touch of the raindrops..

i missed those days i spent with the ones i loved.
back home, n here in perth too.
life is about enjoying every single moment,
either alone or with frens.
it's about grabbing each opportunity to experience things.

i know it's much easier to say than do.
words spoken cant b compared with actions taken.
like da way 'love' have to come with a lot more
care, attention, love, patience, tolerance etc..
not by just saying 'i love you'.

vivien said, when life throws lemon at u, throw back n say fuck off!
i wan mangoes..!

i said, fuck off! i wan durian!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kwan, i miss d24.. =)

beh, i still feel the warmth of cryin on ur shoulder the day i went away..

shi, im missin our 125 degree..

ps: the fact that kwan comes first because i mentioned bout durian. otherwise beh is always the first!! LOL. no lar, Js r equally important for me. =)

i heart jiak sai, jocoptus, jiao jiao n jamban.. all of u.. <3 <3 <3 <3

n mr. kevin tanaka, i heart u too..

tagged!!!!

1. The person who tagged you is
V-I-V-I-E-N C-H-E-N-G

2. Your relationship with him/her is Close Friends?
define close.. mm, we'r close when we meet up, not so close when we'r busy with our lives. LOL

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
SO FIERCE
SO LOUD
SO SEXY n LADYLIKE NOW
SO HARDWORKING
SO DEMANDING

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
sth tat she din say to me but to her mom. when she intro me to her mom she said: "mommy tis is jacinta, the wild girl." =.=

6. If he/she become your lover you
then i'll nid an ipod. she talks non stop!! more chatterbox than me XD

'7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
mmmm, not to be too demanding? it suffocates me sumtimes.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you
it wont happen lar, we r all nice persons *wink*

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
we fall in love with the same guy? LOL
CHAN LIK HEI!!!! =X

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
wana hug u vivien cheng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


11. Your overall impression of him/her is
fierce!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
noisy? ask them

13. The characters you love of yourself
mm, straight forward. owex loud. frenly. confident.

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
laziness!! i hate to study.. =(

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
hot babe

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
i love u all too =)

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1.Lik Hei
2.beh
3.Josh
4.Weng Fai
5.kwan
6.Wei Haur
7.WinShi
8.zy
9.Chin Loong
10. Shyeng

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
He is single n available!

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
male

20.If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
definitely not! becoz of the height problem XD

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
QS

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
chinese new year XD

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
i have NO IDEA

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
2 sisters

25. Will you woo no. 3?
owex. haha

26. How about no. 7?
we'r together *wink*

27. Is no. 4 single?
yeap yeap, n available!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
koh

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
camwhore!!!

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
good frens perhaps

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
sum private institution tat i duno XD

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
very very very de WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
yet lovely at the same time XD

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
unfortunately, no

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Sri petaling XD

35. What colour does no.4 like?
i duno eh~

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
haha, i think not bad lar XD

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
i am!!!! ok lar shes sexy too~ lol

38. What is no. 6 doin?
studyin in UM

lazy me..

my first post ever, since i reached here more than 10 days ago.
i guess i settle down well..
with the familiar faces around me.
im glad to say im a lot luckier than hei.

perth is not as happenin as kL..
shops close at 5pm usually..
thurs 9pm..
mostly i have to hide at home after evening..
which is sad..
for those tat know me well..
i dun reli like to stay at home..
i hav the fear for loneliness..
dun like to b alone..
but sumtimes i do like to b alone..
wat a dilemma..

lazy to update life bout me here..
just look for the photos in facebook..
things tat i eat, places tat i go..
i'll update pics from time to time..
so.. =)

i miss u all..

randomly

18th Feb 2009-

Sh[Y]eNg... says:
i cant gv her a coach bag..
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
but i can promise her, i wont betray her
Sh[Y]eNg... says:
tis is wat i can do for her

a lil bit envy of shee ann sumtimes,
for havin such a loyal bf..

but mine is not too bad either..
he gave me a coach =)
with a lot of extra care n attention..
heart u kevin.