Darlings~

i remembered some time in year 2006..
i was reading my form5 autograph book in my room..
tears flow as i went thru one by one,
each of the messages tat frens wrote for me..
memories tat we had, those sweet times..
so much pain tat i felt when i tot our frenships changed..

dad came in da room seein me cryin..
sat down at my bed side n asked bout da matter of me cry..
i said i miss da times i used to had in form4 form5..
dad wiped away my tears n said:
dun b silly, frenships seldom lasts..
frens owex go in n out of ur lives..
tats part of ur growing up process..
as time goes by, u will meet different frens..

deep inside i know, n i think it is same for my gals n boys..
we all appreciate wat we used to hav, our frenships..
moments of truths hav been shared,
our tears n laughters, ups n downs..

it's year 2009 now..
few years hav gone by..
n i remembered da few days before i left kL,
i was tokin to mom about my frens again..
she said shes reli glad n touched tat i met such frens..
genuine frens..
frens who r so willing to sacrifice for each other..
n mom cried on da day i left,
part of da reasons i know it's not becoz of me..
but seeing da frenship tat i had with u all..
my darlings..

if u look around properly..
i guess not everyone can feel wat we feel..
see wat we see in each other..
we've been thru so much..
n in da end, we'r still so used to being dependant on each other..

to my J darlings..
remember how we used to dream bout our future?
bout not gettin married n stayed together in our 'gu po wu'?
even if tats just a silly dream,
i believe we all hope our lives still hav each other,
even if years go by..

n to my other darlings, gals n boys..
i appreciate havin u all in my life,
to lift me up when im down..
to b by my side to share my journey of life..

ter r times when i've not been a reli good fren..
but no matter wat,
i hope n wish tat our frenship lasts till da end..
i heart u all, n i appreciate u all..

miss u ppl heaps..


BTW!!! I FORGOT TO BRING MY AUTOGRAPH BOOK HERE!!!!!! =(
luckily i still hav my huge farewell card. thanks zy.
n da rest dat signed on it =)

with lots of love <3,
baby jac, tata =)