sorry

i know it is not acceptable.
this is just ridiculous.
sorry wudn't help,
but seriously, i'm sorry for being such a lousy fren.
ok i know im not even worth to be called a fren.
im sorry for being such a fucked-up person,
tat damaged u all n myself..

feeding old memories..

for a reason or two..
i feel we no longer belong together..
to be more precise,
i think i dun belong to you guys..
anymore.
it's hard to understand why..
when u dun hav time for me,
but have time for others..
it's hard to understand why..
when it's supposed to be a group gathering,
yet i'm left out..
being in kL feels so much further away,
than being in perth..
maybe i should learn to live my life on my own.
maybe there is already a huge gap that i can no longer fit in.
maybe you guys have carried on so well without me.
maybe only i thought i was essential,
while in fact i'm not.
it's hard to carry on alone.
u guys mean a lot.
i miss my old times.

等

2.09am...
我在等。。等你的回复。。。
睡不着。。
我想，今晚应该等不到吧。。。

变了，好像不一样了。。。
为什么不是期待的那样。。
原来一个人，那么可怕，

无止尽的等。。。。。。。。。。




更可怕。

爱

一开始还以为是你爱我多一点，但后来才发现我错了，

真正爱你多一点的人是我，你并没有骗我，

你是真的很爱我，因为你对我的爱从没变过，

只是我变得越来越爱你了，不敢想像没有你的关心，

我还有没有勇气面对一切，不敢想像没有你的包容，

我还能不能够那么地任性，不敢想像没有你的日子，

我一个人的日子该怎么过...



亲爱的，真的想要说句谢谢你，

因为无条件地对我那么好，让我可以那么任性，

也因为你无条件地包容我的任性，让我感动，

让我知道我应该珍惜...

我的爱情故事，离不开你，

或许我不是最爱你的人，

但我知道我会越来越爱你，

甚至爱你多过爱我自己...

fairytale..

for the first time in life i got so much love
n feel so touched deep inside.
roses, chocolates, candles, perfume, dinner, surprises,
ters nth i dun love.
most of all, i found the love of my life, my man =)
love u bie bie! muaks!
happy 2nd anniversary~

。。。

可不可以不要让我害怕。。。=(

you're better than the best

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life,
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Let me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile



dedicate this to my babie kevin =) i love u

finally..

终于坦白了。。
放在心里一年多了。。
不知怎么跟你说，如今说了，就再也没有什么瞒着你了。
我知道我不可能带着这个谎跟你走进教堂的，
骗不了你，也骗不了我自己，
从今以后，no more secrets between us.
=）谢谢你的爱与包容。n i love u too. now n eternity <3

回味

你我这样关系
也算一种默契
你不想聊的
我不会提
我不要给你有压力
只要你开心
偶尔一点小情绪
我自己抚平

i wish to know

i smell sth fishy..
i sense sth different..
i dun feel the same from you again..
it's not like what we've done or said before..
is it fading away..