fairytale, no?

1st off i must b crazy.
i cried watchin high sch musical 3.
how stupid.
but when troy went all da way just to b wif gabriella,
n told her: my prom is where u r.
tears juz spilled out.
i swear i din wan to cry.
but tats how movies define luv.
luv is owex owex downgraded to romance.
media portrays luv as sth which is so nice.
makin each n everyone of us longing for it.
or mayb as time goes by,
as we all grow up n experience on our own,
we find luv the other way round,
most of the time, ugly,
not as perfect as it seems in all fairytales.
n people stop believin in luv.
n start hunting for sth else.
sth like sex, money, status, etc.
n the other day leven told me
luv is all bout dating, accompanyin each other,
n having sex. he said sex is romantic.
tats how media defines sex, romantic.
n as i grown up,
from learnin to love n failing to love,
or even failing to b loved in return,
i wondered if my perspectives to love changed.
quite some time ago kwan said:
"let's not b too pessimistic,
love is still havin the same position with frenship
in my heart now. i still wana find mr. right."
the thing is, how sure u can b tat da gal/guy is mr/ms right.
i believe trustin ur instinct needs courage.
it takes a lot to actually follow ur instinct.
if instinct is tellin u tat him/her is da one.
wud u giv each other a chance?
or step backward n see wats gona happen..
n for me even if life experience is tellin u
tat ters no such thing as true luv in da world,
deep down in everyone's heart,
who doesnt wan to find da right one to love n b loved?
we all wanted fairytale, admit it or not.
if ters a choice, to choose n have a perfect ending,
with the perfect person, i dun c any points in lettin it slips..