so wrong.

nth feels right at this moment.
i guess ters sth within me tat hasnt changed.
sth really bad i guess.
i wish sumtimes my curiosity just stops ter.
but it owex goes beyond the limitations.
as sayin goes: curiosity kills a cat.
if im da cat, i wud b dead by now.
jacinta lee can u please stop askin things,
n stop findin things out by urself.
knowing too much things is not a gud thing.
sometimes knowin too much wont bring u any gud.
i guess tat guy found his luv now.
i shud b happy for tat.
n hav i found my luv, yet?
it wont b tat soon i guess.
still standin ter, refuse to move on.
for da fear of getting hurted, again.
i duno how strong i cud b to bear it all once again.
i know other than being my parents' precious,
i probably mean nothing to anyone.
yet most of da time i still try to give.
even when i edi hav nth to offer at all,
i'll still b askin: is tat enuf for u?
standin alone, walkin alone.
arms r heavy. knees r weak.
doin things tat i know is wrong.
lovin sum1 tat i know wont b mine.
but i just wont stop ter.
again, im fallin into the same dilemma.
same situation, same sucky situation.
love, n never expect any return.